What the heck is Perfect?

So many changes in my life this past year.

I had my 10 month gastric bypass check up on Friday. Dr Price says I am an excellent patient and that everything looks perfect. I can't help but wonder, What the heck is perfect?

I know I am somewhat of a worrywart. I want things to be normal but I know they never will be. But then what is normal?

See how my mind works? LOL

I know I am not the brightest bulb in the lamp sometimes. I would just like to feel secure once in awhile.

I make lots of stupid choices and make lots of dumb mistakes. But I am me and that's all I know how to be.

I am just amazed that I have any sanity left after the last year and a half. Or do I?