Monday, June 28, 2010

What the heck is Perfect?




So many changes in my life this past year.



I had my 10 month gastric bypass check up on Friday. Dr Price says I am an excellent patient and that everything looks perfect. I can't help but wonder, What the heck is perfect?



I know I am somewhat of a worrywart. I want things to be normal but I know they never will be. But then what is normal?



See how my mind works? LOL



I know I am not the brightest bulb in the lamp sometimes. I would just like to feel secure once in awhile.



I make lots of stupid choices and make lots of dumb mistakes. But I am me and that's all I know how to be.



I am just amazed that I have any sanity left after the last year and a half. Or do I?






Thursday, June 24, 2010

Neglect

Bradley, Chase, Richard and Jordan after the movie.

Wow, May 15Th since I last blogged. Sorry all, life got in the way. I finally got some of my back pay and got a car. It seems my life has been behind the wheel ever since.

I went to Alabama to visit my daughter and grandsons, Chase and Austin. I brought Chase home with me for a few months, perhaps longer. So life with a 5 year old is definitely different than living alone. Especially at the ripe old age of 51!

I have been trying to make it a fun trip for him and boy am I exhausted!

The picture above is from one of our outings, picnic at the park and then a trip to the movies to watch Marmaduke.

We took Brenda and her grandson along and of course my oldest monkey butt Jordan too!