Thursday, May 16, 2013
I started out like a ball of fire. I was dropping the lbs right and left. My feet even got smaller!
Here I am 4 yrs later. Still having over 50 lbs to get rid of.
I've lost some of them only to find them again. So, weight loss surgery is no magic fix. I still have to struggle daily to not balloon back to 380 lbs.(my highest weight)
My body doesn't have the same food restrictions that many others seem to have. I don't vomit when I eat sugar or carbs. Sometimes I wish I did. Sometimes I will get a little nausea but it passes to quickly. I am back to trying to remember to track my calories, watch my fats etc etc. All the same things I did before.
The extra skin and flab are very annoying too. Skin irritations and pain. Yes, I could probably go thru the surgeries to have it all removed, but why? Why go thru all that pain at my old age? If somebody doesn't like the way that I look, don't look!
That is how I feel some days. Other days I want it all!!
Any opinions out there?
I am open to suggestions of any kind to help me get back on track. I fought too hard to give up now.